Hmm...so in that order...

Ideas. Well. I've been thinking alot. ALOT. How I've neve been sure about what I truley wanna be. What I want to do with my life. I mean, I've always wanted to be an animator, I've always wanted to be a voice actress. These dreams are ones I've had since I was little, but as I grow up I learn that there is so much that I have to get there. I'll never give up my dream, but I am going to put it aside until I have my life under control. That said, I move onto life...

Life. For a while now I've been thinking. ''What can I do? What is something I know I'm at least A LITTLE good at?'' As I thought this and other things similar, I realized. Listening. I can't count how many times I have found myself in a conversation in which I am listening to someone's problems. Something that's hurting them inside, or bugging them. Something to make them unhappy, that they need to speak about, rant about, whatever. I have found that I am often the one my friends come to for this, as well as wanting my advice. Now, I never like to give myself credit, weithor or not it is due. However, I have been told many, many times, that my advice is good. That I always, or at least most of the time, seem to know what I'm talking about. I began to think upon this, many times for long periods of time. Finally I think I know what I should aim for. I'm going to be a counselor. I want to be someone that people know they can come to. That they can open themselves to and tell me what they need to say, and know that I will be there for them. A shoulder to cry on and a voice of advice and reason. With this decided, I look to college. Am I ready? I don't know. But, what I do know, is that I have to go. When? Again, unsure. Where? Most likley ASU, where some of my friends attend. I know it is a quality college, so I can at least get my start there.

Life, continued. I finally got my birth certificate in the mail. Apparently having 2 photocopies of it, plus my SScard, and other forms of identity, is not good enough to get even an ID let alone a permit to get a license. So, about 12 weeks ago, I ordered for a certified copy. Basicly a copy of what I ALREADY HAD just with a ''raised seal'' on it. Well about 5 days ago I called, telling that it hadn't arrived. I spent a pretty penny on it, and I was tired of waiting. The woman, who was very nice, assured me that she would issue a re-order herself, and just yesterday it arrived. I was very pleased. So tomarrow, or later, I shall make my way to the court house, only about 5min walk away, and get myself an official ID. Then I will work on my permit.

Life, once more. My grandmother may be moving away sadly. She's been on a waiting list for an apartment across the state and one has come open. Sunday she and my mother will be traveling to go see it. If she likes it, she'll move. Sadly, this means many things. One. I will no longer get to see her often if at all. I love my Grandmother so much, she's smart, wise, and she likes to spoil me, but she keeps my head level. Two, well my grandmother is a key point into my future. It may sound selfish, but my grandmother's car is the only thing I can learn to drive in once I get my permit. Which, by the time I do, she may be gone. OUR car is a P.O.S. OLD car, which is missing parts. I cannot drive that. I'm not on the insurance for the Raido Station Van so I cannot use it. But oh well. Overall I just want her to stay because I love that woman so much.

Fursona. Shocker eh? Well I know I promised, promised, and promised but I've changed it once more. I know I know, for those of you that KNOW what a furry is, you're thinking ''AGAIN?!?!?! OMGWTFBBQ?!?!?!?!'' but I finally found it. See, through my experiances in games, art, and the like. I have found what truley suits me. So from now on, my fursona: A BBW, Ginge, Tabby Cat. I've always leaned twoards the feline side. I consider myself a cat, others say I'm like a cat, and well...I make cat noises. I don't even realize it, but I do...hehe....

Request: If anyone has time on their hands. I seem to be losing my little talent for drawing I had. If someone would like to draw my fursona out for me, or try. Then please note me. I'll give you a full description and whatever you'll need. If nobody wants to, or even if they do, I'll try to draw one up myself....heh...


Well....


That's about it...


See you all later, nya nya...

Bai-Bee....=^.^=